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March 1, 2006
Losing control
I feel like I'm losing control over things, and not in a good way. My organising doesn't seem to be working, and things keep going wrong. I can't remember things, or keep track of what is happening in my life at the moment. Life is just too damned busy these days. All this extra responsibility has gotten on top of me. I seem to have people think I'm some superhuman who can take loads and loads of work, and never break down. Well, I'm not that sodding Energiser bunny, I can tell you that. I get paper from above, I get work from below, because people act too stupid, and then don't have to do the work, because you realise that if it doesn't get done at that precise moment, there will be a complaint, and so take the work off them, because you will have to deal with the complaint in the long run anyway. I hope thet will pay me more for this...sheesh, I'm going to bed at 9:00 every night so I can pull an 8-5:15 sans lunch hour (well with lunch hour, but at my desk, so people just disregard that you are on your lunch anyway-the sandwich in my beak doesn't seem to make them think twice).
Enough moaning, spring is on its way, and with it......bunnnies. I <3 them bunnies. I think I shall have a lovely bubble bath, and hop into bed, and hope that tomorrow brings with it time to study as my eyes hurt far to much to read thick text. Also, I have the swimming pool times, and may even go look for a swimming towel tomorrow. That's two steps further to getting fit. I've also taken to walking 2 1/2 miles in the evening to my brother's car. It really invigorates me for that short period.
Posted by kat at March 1, 2006 8:02 PM
