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May 14, 2006
Endless worries
I wonder if I have a genetic disposition to endlessly worry about things, or whether it's something that I have conditioned myself to do in order to get things done. Either way, I am incredibly worries about something at the moment, and I have no idea why, or what it is for that matter. My heart races in my throat, and I lose my appetite. It feels like a mixture of extreme fear and excitement, like when you've reached the top of a roller coaster, and you know you're about to drop a fair bit, and the anticipation of your stomach hurtling upward is overwhelming. It's an odd feeling, one I wonder if anyone else feels.
Monday tomorrow, which means:
1. 6am start
2. Lots of work
3. Kickboxing.......
My body is hurting just thinking about it. For those interested in FFXI, my brother finally beat Maat, with a new record, so his level restriction has been removed and he can take his character to 75. /Cheer. I, however, have a long way to go. I levelled 4 times this weekend, which is a good start. Next weekend will be all work and no play. No dilly dallying, standing around LFP. Pure graft on the fighting front.
Have a good Monday
Posted by kat at May 14, 2006 8:27 PM
