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May 18, 2006
From another planet
Does anyone else feel like they don't belong in this world, that they are missing the point? I find it incredibly hard to conform all the time, to fit into how other people think I should act. I try be myslf as much as possible, but constantly feel like everyont is pointing and laughing, and not in the good way. I don't mind acting like a fool, but when people judge you for being your "normal" self, then it hurts.
My grant forms came through today, and I made a start at filling them in. I'm very nervous and have been unable to eat most of the week (which people at work are bugging me about, but it's something I can't help) due the butterflies of doom that are launching an attack on my stomach at the moment. I can't post them until I get my passport back from the government though (the renewal one....I'm not being detained!). Hopefully my misery will be over in the next month.
On a less serious note, I saw the funniest thing today (well at least as funny as today will get). Some fate lady's maroon skirt blew over her head, and no one else saw it except me. My own private showing, lucky me. She had dimples and all ><
Posted by kat at May 18, 2006 8:17 PM
