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June 11, 2006
I'd like to teach the world to sing
Actually, I wouldn't. If eveyone could sing, watching people do karaoke wouldn't be as fun. My stomach is doing backflips again, and my head is mess. I'm so confused about my future. I thought it would be easier than this, but it isn't. I'm trying to embrace the moment, but I keep on thinking how good I have it right now, and do I really want to risk losing the little bit of happiness I have for the great unknown. This year has been a good one, and I wish that the people closest to me share in the luck I have had, my mom in particular. She's had a tough year, and although I'm persuing my dreams, I'm doing it with her in mind too.
The prospect of packing up is exciting, although it is only a few months off. I <3 packing. I think I was a gypsy in my past life. I gypsy's cat perhaps. I like starting all over again, but not usually when I have established myself. It's taken me 3 years to be happy here, and find people with common interests, and now I'm packing up and leaving it behind. Now you can understand my problem.
I will definately be going, but I need a couple of weeks to get used to the thought. It really is a life-changing event, although I do believe that every living moment can be a life-changing event, no matter how small it is.
I think I smell burning cake.....Happy Sunday :)
Posted by kat at June 11, 2006 12:07 PM
