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June 14, 2006
Make mine a large one
Note to self.....Wednesday, 14 June 2006, was the crappiest day this year to date. My dear sweet Lord, I am in a grumpy mood. I was rather excited this mid-morning, day-dreaming about packing up and going off to study (which has installed renewed hope in the fact that I'm doing the right thing), when this little thing called work got in the way. 3 people in our department were off today for some or other woesy reason, and guess who has to pick up the pieces.....you guessed it....the girl described as having a talent for banking.
Firstly, I'd like to point out that it is impossible to have a talent for banking, just an ability not to snap and want to gun down everyone in the office for asking stupid questions repeatedly.
Secondly, they will be screwed when I leave. It kind of makes me feel good that I'm that relied upon, but it will also make my leaving harder as I will have to train about 5 people to do the job I do. This is not good news, as I am not a very good teacher. If it makes sense to me, that's good enough. Don't go asking me to explain, slowly, to people what goes through my head. I can't even keep up with my mind sometimes. The next few weeks should be fun ><
So, I handed in my official letter and my manager made a sad face, which is strange because she never does that. I will miss her. She has taught me alot about how to deal with people and how to read them. She also gave me the oppotunity to grow as a person within the bank, and for that, I am eternally grateful.
I shall, once again, try to get a good night's rest, however I think it unlikely. I had to load myself up with coffee today so my body would keep pace with my mind. Now I'm twitching. Considering I've done so well off 3 hours sleep, I am tempted to just listen to my body, and not force myself to sleep. Last night involved much tossing and turning, and I woke up at 4:30 anyway feeling pretty bright. Mind, we do have a photographer coming in for the newspaper, so I do need the beauty sleep, or just a hell of alot of slap under the eyes :)
I'm going to go do what every girl does when she's feelin' blue....EAT TACOS
Happy crappy day!
Posted by kat at June 14, 2006 6:34 PM
