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July 2, 2006
/sigh
It's a beautiful day outside, yet I feel rubbish inside. Not inside the house, inside of me. I woke up all puffy and feeling irritable with the world, which I don't like feeling...well, who does? I'm also getting agitated being in this house. It has made me realise that although I don't need or like to rely on people in my life, I need people around me (not too many though, 1 or 2 will do). Coming home to an empty house everyday is monotonous, and the lack of human presence makes me sad.
Oh well, we can count this as another growing experience. I'm uncomfortable within my body as well today, something's not right. Maybe I had too much sleep, but I woke up naturally half an hour ago with no disturbances. I do hope the other people in the world that are feeling the same as I am (and I know there at least a handful at this present moment) have their days get better. That this will be the worst they feel all day, and it'll pick up.
I'm very exicted about next weekend. I get to go to the theatre...twice! And dress up as a giant chicken, slip around on slippy slides, and have two-men-in-a-sack races....good clean fun. Then it's all go go go with the organising of my looming (looming does have that negative connotation, doesn't it) departure from the island into the big wide world that is Scotland.
Maybe keeping busy will keep my mind off the negative thoughts that seem to be penetrating my usually sunny dispostion. A the moment I seem to have too much time on my hands, and so ending up fretting about everything.
/sigh
Posted by kat at July 2, 2006 8:19 AM
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I felt the same when I woke up, it must have been the lunch we had yesterday, all puffy and tired. Still feel a bit that way, but have managed to put some sparkle into the house, if not into myself :0)
Posted by: Jane at July 2, 2006 6:48 PM
