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August 9, 2006
cry baby
I've been doing an awful lot of crying lately. Tears of despair, tears of sadness, tears of fear, tears of overwhelming joy. Alot of crying. I wish I could convey my emotions in a more subtle way. I am exhausted with feeling so many things at once, but I have to get it out of my system now. Once I arrive at uni, I'll have renewed energy as I will have gone through all the motions before actually getting there.
Why can't I just do normal things like the other kids! I seem to be couting done the days until the weekend, and then keep on reminding myself that that isn't a good thing. The less days until the weekend, means more work to do in less time >< I really do need to think about bagging some clothes up and sending them to a charity, it would be the sensible thing to do. The thoughts are rather random at the moment. Everything seems to end up being a to do list, that I never actually get around to doing. First up on my current to do list is sleep...and that I shall do.
Posted by kat at August 9, 2006 9:04 PM
