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December 3, 2006
exams got me down
Hate is a strong word, it's a passionate word. I hate chemistry, but this isn't all bad, it means I want to overcome and defeat it that badly, that I would do anything for an A. If I merely disliked it, I wouldn't have nay motivation to do so. It's the "want" that is lacking in my studies for this Biology exam I'm writing at 2pm today. I've done the work before, and although I would like a good mark, the "want" is not there. The last time I wrote this exam with the OU, I had so much passion and drive to do well in the exam, and I did. I get what I want, because if I really want it, I will work hard to get it.
It worries me that I don't have the passion for this course, I hope it's just because I have already been through the work, and that next semester will bring back my "want" with medical biology and molecules and cells (alas, chemistry will still be there).
Holds thumbs for this afternoon. Holds thumbs that I will start stressing anytime soon, as I am remarkably calm right now.
Posted by kat at December 3, 2006 11:47 PM
