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July 28, 2007
Despair
I'm going through a rough patch at the moment, my world seems to be caving in. Everything that I thought was good, seems to be turning sour. I know I'll come out a stronger person at the end of this. It's probably the best time for disaster to strike, as I'm not studying and won't have that affected. This is assuming there is a best time for bad things to happen. This year has had alot of misfortune, but I have been in high spirits which have seemed to have lifted me above those things. Now my high spirits have been knocked, and my rose tinted view of the world has been taken away, and it's not as pretty as I thought it had become.
Nobody is perfect, I know that, but there are some flaws I just need to work harder at to accept. Right now I'm struggling, I want to fight my prejudice, but It's becoming increasingly difficult. It's times like this I wish I were alone again, so that there wouldn't be any people around me to cause pain. I could immerse myself in work again, and be happy.
Hopefully next weekend will be better. My mom will be over. I move on Wednesday too. Ula will be here on Monday. Suppose I should try get some rest, otherwise I'll be exhausted by the time the week starts.
Hope everyone's week is better than mine
Posted by kat at July 28, 2007 4:50 PM
